That's what you get when you let your heart win!
Friday, May 23, 2008 • 9:35 PM • 0 comments

Its your turn!
So take your bruised heart
Sit with me and let's see the final score
Pain will make your way to me

Did I Blame?

I dont wanna be blame! Not anymore! I look pathetic by saying these stupid words. But I cant help it. This is about a girl I met a while ago. I thought I can count her as a new friend but nooo! My gawd! Being shy to everyone is not my excuse to walk away from crowd and not your reason to blew me away from other people. I know its hard but duh! Everything in this world is very hard to attain.Okay, let me get this thing straight. Im not mad at you, its just I got irritated cause your acts are so effin kainis. You also wrote a hard word but I didnt blame you, instead i use my brain and I think so hard just to satisfy the game and then when it is your turn your getting so hysterical and you started to act like a damn retard, oh! its more than retard. I dont wanna talk about this anymore and I dont want other people to think bad about me. So FIN!

I've never been the same

Last night, me and my soul sister Milrose talk about yooouuu! HAHA! Its you joseph. So if ever you read this one, dont say anything just shut up. Cause Im getting to a point where you can call me mean. Well, I dont care at all. And you know what I am so pissed off of your stupid excuses. If want talk to me then talk to me. Please dont bother other people especially Milrose.I really hate strangers with undefined motive. Idk but that's what I feel. I'll just post our conversation in ym guys cause Im afraid that this post will be somehow long. HAHA!

You cant escape me

You cant shake me

One Heck of a Roller Coaster Ride!
The long wait is over for the camwhores! Our class picture which happens to be done last May 19 is moved on this day. So what will I expect? HAHA! Humors filled this one heck of a roller coaster ride. Well, I didnt enjoy it at all. HAHA! It seems like there is a wake and we need to hire a fake dead man so that the setting will be good and classy as ever. HAHA!

Damn Regret!

HAHA! This one is for the people who always check my blog. Well guys, there are so many typographical errors here so sorry for that. I'll fix it soon. Im so lame to check each one of my post. Soooo! please bear with me.

Read this one guys. I found it on the net. Actually it has a part 2 but Im too lazy to put it here so just read the part 1.

It had been raining for more than a week, so much rain it made everyday seemed so restless and gloomy. She called and said she was coming up. It was the third time she came up to see me that week. I carried her excuse of why she came all the way here and went to meet her at the nearby seven-eleven. She was standing there alone, carrying her red umbrella. Her friend had dropped her off. It was raining and she was shivering. She looked weak and fragile in the harsh rain, wearing not enough to keep her warm. I walked up to her and said, "You shouldn't come see me anymore," and stuff like how we shouldn't be together. She said, "I miss you." I told her coldly, "Lets go, I'll take you home." She did not open up her umbrella, I knew she wanted to share mine. I said, "Open up your umbrella, let's go." Unwillingly, She opened up her umbrella and walked with me to the car. She said she hadn't eat lunch or dinner and asked if we could stop at some place to eat. Right away I answered with a stoned heart, "No!" Disappointed, she asked me to take her to the train station, she said she would take the train back home. Maybe it was the rain, all the trains were full of people with umbrellas and suit cases who were eager to get home, not caring about who just passed by. We waited and waited, she looked at me innocently. Being together for so long, of course I knew what she meant. I understand how she must feel when she came all this way here in this kind of weather and I treat her like this. With her soft eyes staring at me, I felt guilt and wanted to let her stay for the night. But reality struck again, I said to her coldly, "Let's go try the other train station." We were living in the same apartment building, on the same floor. Back then there were four of us, and we got along well. We would always eat dinner together, watch movies, and sometimes go camping. We were more like a family, but I didn't know I would end up falling in love with the only girl of the four. Maybe it was during the last year of college, having living together for two years, we developed deep feelings for each other. After she graduated she went back home, and I stayed for one more year to finish school. During that year I was only able to take the train down to see her on holidays, but never for long. That was how we kept the treasured relationship. We were walking along the side of the road. She was in front of me and I was right behind her. Her umbrella had a broken spoke. She looked liked a wounded soldier, carrying her rusted rifle walking weakly. Many times, she was too into thinking or whatever she was doing, drifting off the road, she almost got hit by the cars passing by. I wanted to just take her in my arms, but with the love I had for her and the constant pain in my stomach, I did nothing. On the way, we passed by the park where we use to always go. She begged and said, "Lets go in the park just for a little while please, I promise I'll go home right after this."

Gladys/22 years old/Philippines

Im beyond your peripheral vision and aiming for art school.Im a provinciana girl at heart. I do think too much and contradicts myself most of the time.The internet doesn't speak for itself. There's more than meets the eye.