Rememorer
What a Crap?
Wednesday, June 11, 2008 • 9:52 PM • 0 comments

This crappy feeling makes me feel so unease. I have many things that I really want to achieve in my life but Im afraid that I will not attain them because of the simple reason that my parents dont support me at all with the things that I really want. Im so afraid to force them to support me with my course cause Im too afraid to disappoint them. I dont want them to regret something. Its okay for me to regret everything about their desired subject but honestly, Im not happy. I wanna be free. I want to be happy in my college life and I want it to be memorable. But how?

When I was a kid, I want to be a social worker but my father told me that I would be a great soldier. So I aim to be a good soldier so I wont disappoint them. Im a little tomboy when I was in my elementary grades. But deep in my heart I know Im not and I am only doing that thing to make my parents proud. I always pretend that I am strong and crying for me is only an act of weakness. Until I reach my high school years. I felt so much pressure in my first year. And then I realize that I love designing, drawings and everything that is coordinated with arts. Something poped on my mind, I want to be an architect or an interior designer. That's what I want. My parents didnt mention to me that I will enter in PMA. Until I saw the application form that my sister gave me. I felt chills all around my body. They want me take the test. They believe that I can pass the examination. But I have a fear in this little room in my heart. Suddenly, applicants should be atleast 17 years old.. HAHA! Boo-hoo! But they want me to take accountancy. Whaatta! What kind of life I have. I dont know what is the real plan of our great Director. But I hope that it is good. I am a barbie doll. Other people wants me to be perfect. Im not perfect and I am not trying to be...






RULES IN LIFE




1.Napaka importante ng PERA.

2. Kapag una pa lang ay nilait at inaway ka na niya, hindi na kayo magiging friends.. 100% sure ako dyan.

3. Pag mas maliit sya sa'yo, pwede syang mag mukang kuto o kaya pwede din naman na mag muka kang nanay nya.

6. Dapat one take lang sa BE, (board exam)kung hindi sayang ang mahigit limang taon na pag-aaral sa college. At kung lumagapak ng tatlong beses, opisyal ka ng matatawag na BOBO (kahit ng mga taong-grasa). 'Wag sana 'tong mangtari.

7. Kung 'di man pumasa sa BE, marami pang trabaho kahit hindi lisensyado. 'WAG MAWALAN NG PAG-ASA!!!

8. Bawal maging mayabang, pero hindi masamang sabihin sa iba ang mga mali nila... dapat ganun din sila sa'yo, sinasabi ang mga mali mo at kung san ka dapat mag focus para balance ang ecosystem

9. Hindi masamang mag fail, ang masama'yung wala kang ginawa kaya ka nag fail!!!

10. Kung wala kang perang maipon, ipunin mo ang pera ng iba.

11. Kapag hindi mo gusto ugali nya, pano kayo magkakasundo? Deadmahin mo na lang ang bad points nya at mag concentrate sa magandang traits nya... GOODLUCK!

12. Ang pinaka importanteng element ng success ay 'POSITIVE THINKING' o OPTIMISM. Kaya dapat puro magandang pangyayari ang isipin nating mangyari, para makontraang badluck.

13. Sabi sa astrology, ngayong taon ay dapat hindi nakaharap sa south ang mga horse (hindi literal na kabayo!) dahil malas ito. Mukang ito ang dahilan kaya ako naging 3 sa logic. Kaya ngayon... sa North na ko nakaharap. Sana swertehin ngayong sem. Makontra sana ung mga naliligaw na tres. BADTRIP kasi un!

14. Mag-aral at magtapos muna, bago ang lahat... (blah...blah... ayoko ng dugtungan pa)

15. Kapag nagbigay ng something sa iba, siguraduhing ang ibibigay mo ay ung nais mo ding matanggap, para siguradong HIGH QUALITY.





16. Dapat mas matalino ka sa kanya o kaya mas kasing talino lang kayo para di ka nya malait (tama diba?!)

17. Tayo ay tinatawag na INDIBIDWAL, kaya naman ang buhay ng iba ay hindi natin dapat pakialaman dahil sila ay INDIBIDWAL, may sariling isip at damdamin... at higit sa lahat ay may sariling pananaw sa mga bagay-bagay.

18. Dapat lahat ng Pilipino alam ang Phil. Constitution 1986.


21. Kapag walang magawa, mag internet... libre naman.

22. Pag nagkabahay ako, lalagyan ko ng solar panels, para renewable ang energy source ko, bawas polusyon at bawas kita ng meralco.

23. Dapat mag care tayo lahat sa environment. Pero hindi ibig sabihin nito ay hindi tayo kumain ng meat. OK lang kumain ng meat (syempre favorite ko ung baka!)

24. Kumain ng kumain hanggat bata pa. Kasi pag tanda mo lahat bawal. Kumain ng ice crea, cake, bulalo, baka, sweets... lahat lahat na... before it's too late.

25. Magsipilyo at maligo palagi para makabawas sa polusyon.

26. Hindi masamang sumagot sa nakatatanda, basta siguraduhin mo lang na may punto ka at hindi mo sila sinasagot sa rude na paraan... sumagot meaning magpaliwanag.

27. Huwag mantatalit ng kapwa, unless nilalait ka nila... at kung hindi maganda ung ginagawa nila... OK lang laitin sila, kasi mali naman talaga sila e!

28. Kapag alam mong wala kang ibubuga, wag ka nang magsalita.

29. Ang mga tao, kapag malalim na sinasabi mo... DI NA NILA NAIINTINDIHAN.. Dami kasing slow sa mundo.




Gladys/22 years old/Philippines

Im beyond your peripheral vision and aiming for art school.Im a provinciana girl at heart. I do think too much and contradicts myself most of the time.The internet doesn't speak for itself. There's more than meets the eye.